controlled by strings

ive lost the way to
think
my hands are tied
my legs are gone
cant say a word
to anyone
ive lost the light and
now im condemmed by darkness
the one thing that kept me going
is now gone
all i can do is dangle from my
strings of slavery to be controlled
with no word or emotion
not knowing when ill break free
hoping one will come and rescue me

hiding behind the doors

walking through
the halls
making sure no one
sees the true me
through the mask im
showing
just wanting to pass by
no talk
nolaughs
the person inside me
trys to claw himself out
breaking down every door

wanting what i cant have

all i want is
to be successful
to hold you in my arms
to protect and provide
for you
my love
the one and only
no one can live up to your standards
you are my queen
you are my all

running thoughts

i sit in my seat
thinking bout
the dae we met
the day we kissed
the day i held you
in my arms last
i miss you everyday
wondering when i get
to see you again

what i see

i see the twinkle
in your eye
the shine in
your smile
everytime i see
your face
theres no way
to hide it
theres no way
to prove it
i cant look away
no matter how hard
i try
i want to be alone
with you
i want to hear nothing
 but the sound of your
heart
here i am sitting
down
smiling up at you

how you make me feel

the sky is falling down
when im with my
baby girl
she take my breathe away
all i wanna do is
hold her
shes got the best of me
thats all i haveto offer you
and if your the one for me
thats all its gonna take to keep you at my side

not what i want

ive caused so much pain
ive seen it too many times
theres nohing left for me
your not here
the world doesnt need me
i hear the light calling
my name
reaching out to me
but my voice is gone
my head is in the clouds
thanks to your beautiful smile
i know you dont want me
but my mind says otherwise
so here i am facing you
asking you
not toleave