not what i want

ive caused so much pain
ive seen it too many times
theres nohing left for me
your not here
the world doesnt need me
i hear the light calling
my name
reaching out to me
but my voice is gone
my head is in the clouds
thanks to your beautiful smile
i know you dont want me
but my mind says otherwise
so here i am facing you
asking you
not toleave