R.I.P TIA EILEEN

my head goes back
to the morning
I first heard
to the morning I started
crying
I came to school to get
away
its funny how the world
keeps spinning when
someone dies while everyone
else is falling to their
knees

LOSING MY MIND

im sitting in this empty room

remembering the days we spent together

thanx for nothing but feeding me with lies

her are argueing everyday

all i need to do is reach under the bed

pull out the cold and press it against my skin to make

it all go away

theres nothing you do to stop me

you have ruined my life

i dont expect you to apologize

i expect you to suffer the way you made me suffer

no more you hurt me again

all i gotta is deuces

SCHOOL DRAMA

everywhere you go
its all around us
at lunch
in the classroom
right beneath our skin
it builds up
getting bigger and bigger
like apimple that u cant pop
you dont know what to do
it drives you nuts
makes you suicidal
but you gotta remember that
you got those friends with you
to help you get through everything in life
thats how you learn who your real friends are

PLAYING WITH EMOTIONS

There's consequences to it
People are hurt
People are ruined
You have nothing to say to me
Your lies have caused me enough pain
What did I do to deserve this
You were my love
You were my soul
Now I'm nothing
You made sure of that

unborn forgivness

what do i have
to do to see
to make you happy
to be with you
for you to forgive
and accept what we hav together
im changing for you
to be with you
to make you happy

school change

its ruined me
its stopped me from doing the things i love
its changed my very insides
i walk in confusement
wondering what people think of me
wondering if they will accept me
knwing they already have

HER

I SEE HER AND
MY EYES BURN
I HEAR HER NAME
MY HEART POUNDS
HER EYES MEET MINE
AND WE CANT TURN AWAY
I SEE HER FACE
WITH NO WORDS TO SAY
NOW SHES GONE
FOREVER HOLDING
ANOTHER GUYS HAND
WITH NOTHING TO SAY
BUT SHES SORRY